Tixl

 Hello,  I hope everyone has had an amazing weekend. I have no idea where mine went.  So, this post is an open letter to someone, the person isn't named, they probably won't read this either. But I think it's something that won't really mean anything to anyone, so apologies if this post is a bit boring for you.  Dear person,  All I ever wanted was for you to be happy and healthy. That was important to me, nothing else. The context/capacity of it didn't matter. I understood and accepted your situation, I did nothing but try to support you. You weren't honest and I think you possibly felt guilty. You called me a coward once (and for something that wasn't even true), but no. The only coward here is you. I know you have some really challenging things going on, but it's not an excuse to be a shitty person. I really do genuinely wish you the best of luck though, and I hope you can overcome the challenges you were facing. As I said at the start - all I ever wan...

 Hi all,  Hope everyone is having an amazing weekend. Those of you in the EU, I hope the heat settles down soon. And those of you in the US, Happy 4th of July! Here I am feeling sorry for myself with my heater on and snow on the mountain.  So, a couple months ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD. Suspected by many, surprised no one. I started medication probably a month or so ago now, and I wanted to give an update on how I'm travelling.  A lot of people have noticed this, but I seem much more motivated and productive. I am streaming most days, I'm posting clips, I'm learning lots of tech, vid, audio stuffs. I feel happier, I'm even drinking less??? So weird. Who would've thought?  I have a lot more clarity all round. A lot of things felt harder, previously. Even a simple task was draining. Sometimes replying to peoples messages, or even reading them - that was tiring. I often thought I was lazy. I had also previously been diagnosed with depression & anxiety, and ...